[saying that, it sounds like he's trying really hard to not sound as overwhelmed as he feels. he pushes the cap down more, mushing up his blond hair in clumps over and behind his ears, and he doesn't care that his gel job is gone because of it]
[he's still too nervous to make eye contact because he doesn't want to show vulnerability, something he expresses too damn much of. so with his hands on the cap, tilting it downwards, he steels his voice.]
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[saying that, it sounds like he's trying really hard to not sound as overwhelmed as he feels. he pushes the cap down more, mushing up his blond hair in clumps over and behind his ears, and he doesn't care that his gel job is gone because of it]
[he's still too nervous to make eye contact because he doesn't want to show vulnerability, something he expresses too damn much of. so with his hands on the cap, tilting it downwards, he steels his voice.]
--so, so what was that? Magic?