thank you i think it'll do me some good to talk it out with someone uninvolved there's just a lot that has happened to me and i never quite got over my feelings well i did but also didn't?
from personal experience i know it's not the best to keep something inside for a long while, especially if it's something you feel like you want to talk about
so
whenever you're ready, just let me know i'll be there for you
[oh man he had so forgotten about being dubbed 'popcorn' lol]
don't be too hard on yourself, hey whatever that mess is it can be fixed and it may be shit right now but later, after you've moved on past it, it won't feel like anything at all
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maybe play that game you like?
it's ok now, not sure if it'll be ok later???
kind of a complicated mess and i made it worse by avoiding it.
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but we can play together
complicated how??
[he's curious...]
do you wanna talk about it or nah
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hmm?? maybe.
[maybe is usually code for no but-]
someone else from home came here. don't exactly have a good... relationship with them.
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i totally get that
you don't gotta interact with them unless you don't want to though
right?
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[lol]
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if we're ripping the band-aid off then yeah
abel.
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and he seems pretty nice enough?
[he doesn't understand how to not make this worse]
but i'm guessing not so much in your experience
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i've got nothing against him it's just
i'm not exactly a nice person???
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[no???? prompto can't see it]
is it because of stuff you've done back in your home?
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but yeah
did something i'm not proud of
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we all do stuff we aren't proud of at some point
it's a matter of whether we take accountability for it and how we act moving forward
it can't be something you can't make up for, right?
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can i talk about it with you sometime?
like really talk? even if it's just during work?
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you know you can talk to me about anything whenever you want
i'm here for you
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thank you
i think it'll do me some good to talk it out with someone uninvolved
there's just a lot that has happened to me and i never quite got over my feelings
well i did
but also didn't?
lol
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this has been bothering you for a long time, right?
even before abel showed up
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so
whenever you're ready, just let me know
i'll be there for you
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i appreciate it
sometimes i wish talking were easy because then i wouldn't be in such a mess
lol
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don't be too hard on yourself, hey
whatever that mess is it can be fixed and it may be shit right now
but later, after you've moved on past it, it won't feel like anything at all
it'll be okay, ok?
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but i'll try to take your word for it